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Stressed up

2012-02-01T02:50:00.001-08:00

This is gonna be a post to rant about my pathetic life. Or rather, moodless and lifeless days where i feel super pekchek easily ly ly, easily.

Argh, it feels like i'm dying anytime, soon. Emaths vector is killing me mentally. Amaths partial fraction and linear graphs are killing me mentally. I don't understand a single fuck about chemistry, physics was screwed.

My elder bro keeps quarreling with his gf on webcam, literally, EVERYDAY. I feel so fed up whenever i'm stucked at this particular maths question and they have to add to my pekchek-ness by shouting at each other as hysterically as possible. Ironically, they will patch up like the very next moment and i totally dont understand what is there to quarrel about everyday. Seriously. Pucked.

I'm seriously having my monthly pms these days. I get fedup easily. Like seriously, you can make me angry effortlessly. For one, I remember i was super pekchek when i got shoot by this person and I feel so angry i didn't want to talk to her at all, up till today. I just ranted on my dad and mom and felt so guilty.

Maybe i should really change my attitude. Like what many says, my attitude sucks. But, why, where, what, how did my attitude suck. Nobody have ever given me a detailed explanation.

Recalling the weeks before cny, i quarreled with my younger bro. He virtually made my blood boil. Whats wrong with asking him to help out with a little housework? Its not like i sit like a princess and orders him to do this and that. No. I did housework, some at least. So, we literally screamed at each other so blatently i guess the whole neighbourhood can hear clearly what we were quarreling about. He even stood up and scolded me. I'm shorter than him, yes. But what? Wanna fight? Ah beng? I really can't stand his ridiculous replies and acts. I know, once again, I might be the one who started the fight, but if he listened silently, do what i say, be a good lil bro of mine, will these happen? Up to now, 2 weeks after the incident, we're still completely on an ultimate silent war. Cool huh? Yeah.

In school, life aren't any better. Recently, i'm on a cold war eith Yu Hui. I've got my reasons. And maybe she've got hers; because i'm treating her coldly. Why can't you approach me and ask me why i behave this way? I don't wish to have history repeated once again, really. I really respect you as a friend, but sometimes your blunt words can actually piss people off. I know you're straight forward in nature. But at the very least, dont do it so often? Ah forget it.

On the other hand, i apologised to Rebecca for giving her attitude yesterday. I was in a real bad
mood that literally anything turns me off.

Maybe i should learn to cherish those who treat me well. I should change my attitude. However, does people do the same to me? I feel that i'm always the one at disadvantage. No, i'm not calculative. I'm just trying to be fair to myself.

But anyway, this is a useless post. For readers who manage to finish reading this whole post, thank you. While for those who just scroll all the way down, ignore this post kthxbai.

Inrreversible acts

2012-01-31T02:08:00.000-08:00

Haven't been updating for days. Super busy and fatigued these days with schoolwork. To make it worse by adding more to my problems, some things made me so pissed today again :(

Anyway, the schoolbag i bought online a week ago has officially tored. Yes, officially. Have i mentioned that on the first day i bought it, the handle broke when i tried to carry it with only 1 maths book inside. Ok can, i asked for an exchange or a refund, and don't even mind topping up more for exchange, the owner just doesn't agree. FHL. Seriously. So just to warn people oout there who loves online shopping like me, do not be fooled by their model pictures, it will turn out totally different in real life, regardless of its looks or quality.

My mom cooked me this ''Sharkfin'' meesua the other day when i said i was hungry! ^.^ <3

On sunday, we went to this exhibition at expo. It's an ancient scroll made into 3D with big screen.

Ok so it was basically boring.

Dear mok brought this from Korea for me! Xoxoxoxo <3

Saw this meaningful quote on the page of my chemistry notes, nice? :)

Shall stop blogging here, feel so tired nao!!! Ciaos!

Chinese new year? Nah.

2012-01-25T15:29:00.000-08:00

Ok.. so to start with this post, i have to declare that, this year's Chinese New Year is totally not a Chinese new year. :-( Its very, very, boring. Yes, how do you spell that? B O R I N G. Yup. I mean, who will be able to enjoy with only 2 days of CNY and the very next day of the 2nd day, everyone have to rush home to prepare for school the next day. Seriously.

So on the first day of the CNY, I was kind of very excited. Excited to wear my new dress, my new accessories, my new contacts, my everything. Never did i know that the stupid fake eyelashes can actually spoil my morning :-( So i looked like some kind of big eye fake doll with those exasperating lashes, and the 16.2mm green contacts. At first mom kept complaining about my eyes saying its super ugly, but i didnt care and carry on everything; making up and going to my grandparent's place. Till then, i realised that my eyes were so super heavy (maybe because i didnt have enough sleep as i slept at 2 and woke at 8) i was about to fall asleep on my aunt's comfy comfy bed. I even quarreled with my mom because i wanted to go home and take off those lashes desperately because it really feels soooooo uncomfortable. Ok, just to note, it wasn't my first time wearing lashes but the quality rly suck, never felt so uncomfortable with it before!! :-( so we went home and rest before heading to my mother's side relative's place. And when i took off those lashes, omg it felt like i had just owned the universe. And my family literally, (maybe sarcasmingly) say that i look so much prettier. #Ok can, no-self-praise-k. ^.<

Initially, my aunt booked ''we not naughty'' movie tix online and thought it starts at 7.40pm. However, around 7, they suddenly text me and say the movie starts at 7.20pm. Ok i was totally like oh ok can, now then tell me, win rdyz. So dad drop me off at tamp and i was obviously late. But i still keep things going slow and steady as i was wearing heels and damn afraid i will fall again!! Hahahahhaa. End up, we still manage to catch the movie in time after those adverts before the movie starts. Moral of story? Slow and steady wins the race! The movie is super nice i swear. I mean, which of Jack Neo's movie production doesn't make me tear? And heard from Jolene that the guy beside us was asking "Hey you and your friend ok anot?" Cuz we were tearing super badly like we just lost our handphone or sthg and kept asking each other whether anybody has tissue. Shawn is super hotttttt!! Omg. Ok can~

So on the day 2 of CNY, as usual we went to grandma's hse for our 3-in-1 meals. In addition, having our usual annual movie routine. And this time, with my elder bro. :-) Caught the movie Journey 2. It's awesome!!! ^.^

The first ever outing with all the cousins present, of course must take pix la!! -TWIST-

Okay, so i was wearing my 4-inch high heels once again. And nobody bothers to walk with me cuz i think either i'm walking at a pace which is slower than a freaking tortoise or they are just too impatient and walking too fast (highly possible). So.. only lovely Er Shen was the one who accompany me to walk through the whole journey back!

And obviously, we have to take a pix. :-) Tadah! P/s, i was too lazy to wear makeup on the second day alr, so yup ciaos!!!

Happy chinese new year eve

2012-01-22T04:00:00.000-08:00

Hi lovelies, its the eve of chinese new year today!!!! Excited righttttt. Many should be having their reunion dinner with their family members now ^.^ For me, as usual, we had to go to grandparent's place for dinner. Not to forget, i only ate breakfast and purposely left much space in my tummy to fill in the delicious food grandma prepared. :-)

My cute grandma!

Favourite dish of all : scallop w abalone plus my fav salted veggie inside!! ^.^

Also, my favourite dish. Hidden delicious fish inside!! *_*

Our own version of "Lo Hei". Hehehehhee

First red packet from grandpa! $_^

As usual.... the boys had to ''clean up'' the mess.

And last but not least, my lovely dessert! ^.^ Perfectly-ly perfectly perfect.

Gna go collect red packets tomorrow, omg excited!!! Shoppppppping!!!

Anyway, this was all about my reunion dinner, how was yours? :-)

Missing In Action

2012-01-19T20:50:00.000-08:00

Hi readers, sorry for not posting for so long. Really busy with school and many other stuffs. Back to my normal hectic lifestyle. I think my brains are sobbing hysterically inside due to the chimology mathes. :(

Okay lets start with saturday. Recieved a text from Andrea asking me out last minute. Prepared and went out to dine with lovelies at Sushi Tei. :-) Yummy udonnnnnnn craving for it now!! And not to forget, the soft and bouncy Chawanmushi! *_* Home sweet home at around 11.

Anyway, these few days are RATHER fine. Ok.. mmmm. The only thing i remember was that there were 2 days of sweating P.E. Totally a spoiler. Seriously i HATE to sweat THAT much.. Imagine the sweat stickyness and omg so hotttttt noooooo!!! :-( Almost quarreled with R due to something which made me so pekchek, nooooo bad day. The fuckin' plump bitch omg. Argh. *Puke*

Today had our first ever E-maths test. I can totally predict I will fail the test for sure. Hate it that when I haven't gotten my results and I know I WILL definitely fail it :-( Its been long since i felt like this, it sucks literally. Mok's gng to Korea tdy omgwtfbbqqqqqqzxczzxc. *JEALOUS* Its okay Chern Sing Nee, work hard for this year and you'll also be going to korea in december too!! *EXCITED OMG* HEHEHEHEHHEE Im gonna work hard now! Ciaosssssssss

Friday, the 13th.

2012-01-13T05:25:00.001-08:00

Had normal schooling till 9.10am only today! ^_^ went to 308 to eat with R bfr heading home to change and prepare to go out with Yu Hui! Met her at bugis and i was kind of late for 30minutes :( i rly did count my time accurately, must be the bus too slow!! Hahahahhaha. Hmmmm. First of, went to eat lunch Astons at illuma. Its super delicious and cheap! Went to take neoprints next, and it was sooooo pretty!! Like my eyes becomes soooooo big srsly!! ^.^ hehehhehehahahahhohoho.

Uhmmm ok, thn started shopping at bugis street! ^.^ Bought quite a number of stuffs, love the heels i bought totally! No regrets tho i got niam by my mom agn :-)

Around 6, went to tpy to meet a customer and also transfer money for our lenses! ^.^ Totally damn suay to see someone pass out at the pillar :-( hate to see such incidents rlyomg. Friday 13th, hahahahhaha superstitious much!! Had our dinner at koufu (cheap cheap no $$$ after our shopping rdy lol) but it was rather ex too :((( went to take 159 home after tht, and the bus ride is so super freaking long i swear in my life!! Should just have gone to take the mrt with her :c

A fulfilling day indeed.

Random blabs

2012-01-12T18:12:00.000-08:00

Hi loves! Didnt post yesterday as i was rather busy and so tdy i would make a longer post (ok at least longer thn the rest ^.^). To start this post, i wanna say i kind of miss my electronic piano which i just sold on Monday like what i posted in the previoussss post. It's my last childrens' day gift from my parents yet i sold it! But ehhhhhhhhh this piano was left in the storeroom for 2 years, gave my cousin yet he throw it back to us after a year, and left it another few months in the storeroommm, so don't sell and allow it to spoil without using is more of a waste and saddistic right?! Yes. :)

11January2012 life -

Ok. So normal schooling like ever again. :) Had mass p.e. which i dreaded most! Had heard the worst news ever like having a change of timetable which = to having 3x mass p.e. per 2 weeks, you kidding me? Lol. Amaths is killing me mentally. Hopefully i can master all the formulas and laws like now Now NOW. Chen Ming is not a human, she can even think of the impossible ways of a totally impossible question, she's crazy!! :(

Had lunch at 308 with R & C. :) Mini hotpot! Yayyyyyy. Was super full yet we still bought extra desserts to nom on, which tastes superrrrrrrrrrrrrr delicious omg omg omg. ♥

Black glutinous rice! ^.^

12January2012 life -

Typical. Went to the science lab for chemistry and i was activity-ly active. ^.^ Lol. Made fruit juice when i got home (for my whole family k hehe) and munch on some corns which tastes like omg omg omg too!! *-* hmmmmmmm. Waiting for my mom to get me dinner now, hungry hungry nomnomnom!!

The kind of undescriptable feeling

2012-01-10T19:50:00.000-08:00

Just had dinner... Super sumptuous meal cooked by my mommy ^.^ and yes, i looooove black chicken soup THAT much that i gulped down 2 big bowls! :-) anyway, i went to squeeze the stupid blackhead which refuses to come out just nao, and it is as red as rudophl's nose now!!! :-( and worse of all, the blackheads just didn't get out omg so irritated!! I must learn to control and resist temptation to squeezing like from this moment on wtfbbq. Lol.

Anyway it would be a halfday for our school on friday! But why can't they just give us a full day off like seriously just give la, wake up so early just for geog and english period which i detest the most!! Gna go out with dearest yu hui too though ^.< hmmmmm. Ok so just to share... -*i know nobody is interested but just look la omg- i have set a target for my o' levels this yr! Yay!! Kind of high expectation and impossible but it's free of charge to dream and inspire right!! Hehehehhee.

Ok so here it is :
English - 3
E-maths - 1
A-maths - 2
Combined science - 3
Combined humans - 5/ 6
D&T - 1

Chinese already secure a 2 rdy so ya!! If no count combined humans which srsly suck, total would be < 14 points which is... Totally a dream!! Yay. #Okcan

And anyway school was a bitch tdy. Some x kept staring at me. Always have problem first to run away, still stare me omgwtfbbq srsly?! MEHMEH. hehehhehehehe boooo

Heavy-hearted

2012-01-09T17:10:00.000-08:00

Yay, bird nest as a refreshing start for the day! ^.^ I love birdnest sooooo much i wish i could drink the whole bottle down in just one gulp :( today is another typical school day. Was awoken from the noise downstairs my hse! Super noisy and its only like 5am? (-__-) The teenagers downstairs keep talking and laughing sooooo loudly, not considerate at all for teenages like me who slept at 12am! Argh!!! Today's DnT period passes like so damn fast boomz. We were doing somekind of coarse work, got a total of 1 cut on my finger and 2 cuts on my leg, omg. :( And i literally failed to finish the circuit successfully, seriously not talented in this k. After recess was a total wastage of time, first up was chinese, and thn A-maths and E-maths. Chinese is my talking period, while both maths tcher's didn't turn up. Lol #okcan but anyway!!! I got an A2 for my chinese O' level, kind of surprise!! :B I was prepared to get at least a B3 and below! Hahahahaha yay much. One subject down!!! I only expect a 2, no 1 k. Hehehehehhee. Kind of pissed and annoyed just now by somethings. :( Burt.... yeah so?

Oh and big bro bought this for me from italy! At first when he gave me i was like "huh don't fake k faster take out nicenice gifts you bought for me can, i dont want this one" Thn really, he bought this for me.... Hahahahahhaa, but nevermind appreciated!! :p

Beautiful sunday

2012-01-08T20:31:00.000-08:00

Woke up at around 8plus today. Didnt want to but my body shrugs when i tried to sleep further :( watched my favourite doraemon ^_^ i'm soooo hungry... Now. Waiting for my parents to get me food as im too lazy to go out. :(

My day -
Today is an awesome day except for some things which totally turns me off! Ok... so had rice for lunch.. the food is totally tasteless. :( No nice k. Did a little of chinese homework and i got super annoyed!!! Oh speaking of chinese, tomorrow is the release of O' level results... Bet i'd get worse this time round thn the one in May! #Foreveralone Had to meet this blogshop as i was getting lenses from her. Its so super cheap that i can't resist my temptation to get it. Lesson learnt : don't go for cheap stuffs!! Ok so my story starts like this.. at first this girl wants to meet me at 2, and kept changing, changing and changing, ended up 3.30pm meet khatib. Ok can. She was late for 10minutes and i didn't even complain ok! She friggin'ly gave me an opened contact lens! I totally stared at her and she kept repeating that it's brandnew, but so what? You think i give a damn..? I didn't even ask her to open it for me, why the hassle? Super disappointed that i travel that far just to get nothing in return. Ended up i went to get a cup of corn and went home *draw circles* Ok anyway, beware of this shop in facebook, Kawaii Affordable Blogshop! I went home and literally rant on my mom and on my blogshop account! BLACKLIST!! Hmmph. :( Bro's coming back tdy and parents kinda in a good mood yay! Hehehehehe. Gna meet a girl tomorrow for her electronic piano $_$ and post out an item for another girl too! $_$ $_$ $_$

Tomorrow's first three periods are DnT.... totally a turn off k. *SHRUGS* But it'd be a lovely day! ^_^ Ciaos!!

Just another draggy day

2012-01-07T21:00:00.000-08:00

Yay, decided to create a new blog for a new year hoping that much more happy things would happen in 2012, a great start. :) Used back my old link though all the post have been shifted to another link already. No more, yes. No more bitches shall appear in my life ever again. :D

Life -
Today is another haggard and draggy day. Woke up automatically at 9, guess it's the signal of my normal schooltime bodyclock :( Daddy bought breakfast back as usual, yay my favourite wontan noodles from pasir ris! ^.^ Had Amaths tuition at 2.30, well well. Just have to bear with it for the sake of O' levels this year. Oh and both lifts were spoiled and we kinda.... yeah walk down 10 stories to B2 carpark. Like seriously why can't my dad park his car at 1st floor during such crucial moment?? My legs almost broke #okcan. Anyway elder bro's coming back tomorrow and bet he's unwilling too hahahahaa. Mom sounds excited for bro's arrival though she kept nag like oh well he's coming back and she would have to cook more wash more and stuffs but yeah, its kinda obvious she's vv happy and willing to do those. :B

I kinda felt like a big fat pig, ate super lot for dinner hahahahahhahaa, i'm still craving for sweetcorn right now :( Y LIKE THIS!!